Change

Well Change has been hard, but little by little we do this no matter how unnatural it may feel, we do it. Living without baby V is so hard sometimes especially when there are others having tiny little baby boys, that bothers me, it should be mine. I want my baby and I want him remember and I fear that he will be. I was so touched the other day when finally someone wasn't too scared to ask what was the baby's middle name and where he was burried. That made me feel so good. People do remember, if only they'd remember to say it.