This week

There are so many phases that we go through in grieving. Sometimes it feels as if we're going crazy or that we just don't fit into this world and that is because losing a child, or losing anyone is not natural. It is not what God wanted, it's just something we have to live with in this cruel world temporarily. But we grieve daily even with hope, because there is a part missing. That is where counseling comes in handy. We went this week for the first time and we will go for a total of 8 weeks, it seems to have helped. But at the same time I feel like it stirred up something inside of me that I didn't realize was there, feelings and issues.